Useless Rambles

Why must it end?

2006-10-15T18:41:00.000-07:00

So Term 3 holidays are like... over tomorrow. Two weeks of pure bliss and now it's all over. I've done next to NO homework. I'm such a bum.

ANYWAY! I've been out driving heaps now, and had two lessons with the driving school. I'm such an ace now, no seriously, I am. I don't even hit curbs anymore. It's so f***ing cool. I just need to get my lazy ass brother to pump one of my tires up (and I thought I would be free of that now that I have a car) and I can go out again once school starts.. tomorrow.

Netball - WE LOST! But it's okay.. because we came second on the ladder and we only lost by like two points. I was a goal shooter XD *Is proud* We got medals, and speeches and free food. It was sweet. So sweet. The team we played is normally like full WIN hungry and beats our asses up - but at the grand final they were nice and not so hungry. I was a little distracted because the guys had a T.V playing the Eagles vs the Bulldogs in a beer stand. Bastards.

EAGLES ARE PREMIERS! Sweet as hell! I watched the game with Mum n Dad and Mick and Deb's crew at their place. It was so much fun, but I was so nervous that I just chewed on a bun for the last quarter. They won by one point! ONE POINT! How nerv racking is THAT SHIT?!

Yeah so today I'm going to the movies and pool with the crew - and doing homework. Why have teachers forgotten what a holiday is? Blasphemy I tell you. Freakin' INFIDELS. ^__^ *Throws stuff at the wall* Blah!

-Outtie

Everyone - Off the Roads!!

2006-09-05T02:34:00.000-07:00

YAY! I got my driving permit yersterday! I just need to drive a little...get some lessons..crash a few times (lol) and then go for driving assessment (which I will TOTALLY ACE!) then my log book ... and then ...

LICENSE TIME!

o00o0o0 I'm so excited. No more relying on other people to get around ... no more flat bike tire anymore!! Bad side I suppose is exchanging free air to pump up my tires to expensive fuel to pump up my car..

ah well.

It's a car!

And it's red ;) A shitty bomb of a car .. but a car! And I can legally drive it!

So be4 I took my theory test Aimee and I made a bet.. if I got 30/30 she would bake me a cake. And Aimee - my beautiful friend - here's what I want you to work on ...

Mwaahahahaha! That's right, I got 30/30!!!!

O0O0 I have Netball finals on tonight! Hopefully we should win and get 3rd spot on the ladder, cross ya fingers 4 me!

-Outtie

The Most Overdue Upate In The History Of Overdue Updates

2006-08-07T23:41:00.000-07:00

You know the whole time I was typing the title to this update I had my year 6 Primary school teachers' voice in my head "When writing titles, only put capitals on the important letters" ie, don't put capitals on the it as of etc, unless it's the first word.

Oh yeah? Well I just DID. So Fck you!

Sorry. I just ...yeah. Anyway, las time I updated this was in April after Amy and Tony's wedding (OMG that was ages ago, where have I been? You stupid bitch, WHY even have a blog if you don't update it????)

So here's the memo:

I made a film with Natasha and Craig called 'The Con' and its luvly. I'm the character of Lucy - a shotty car dealer/gangsta person (gangsta cos it's set in like the 30's or somink) and Craig is the detective, he's interviewing me cos I sold a shotty car to Natasha's character...uh..miss..I don't know. And she died. Tha end. (Not rly, I get put away and Craig goes on a speil about buying used cars) It was for a competition. About Scams. End of story.

We also (Craig, me and our group members) made a film for the MOSO comp (oh yay my sweet corn is ready! Time to butter it up!) and it was about Luke going to a career councillor, choosing to get an apprenticeship...it stuffs up...he goes back a year, goes to Uni, and then it's all good. (butter .. butter... butter!) I didn't like it that much, group assignments in film with large groups suck. But I'm in another large group doing a film in school anyway...uh, yay?

Omg, the sweet corn package is all like, "It's so sweet and juicy - that you don't even need butter!" WTF? If I want butter I'll damn well have butter you piece of shit! All the corn I eat is sweet and juicy, that doesn't mean I can't have butter, assholes.

Oo0o0o my gawd, I should be doing homework right now. Ah! Ebby got 97 and 96% on her last two Human Biology assignments, go me! Thats like an A. HAH! Lovin me right now! History is..okay I guess, more boring that I thought, and Dig is frustrating cos I just don't have the motivation to do the paperwork. English is so so, Geog is pissing me off (ALL WE HAVE Fcking DONE IS TOPOGRAPHIC MAPPING AND I SUCK AT IT) umm... Drama is so so, kinda boring cos we're like comparing scripts or some shit and Craig isnt there so it's even more boring and depressing. Plus we have a moderator coming next week who is going to rip us in half and eat our insides. *Sob*

Waaa! I wanna go to coral bay again. It was so nice. I just member lying in crystal clear water, sunny day, really really nice temp water and relaxing - forgetting all about TEE and school n EVERYTHING. It was the best getaway. I MUST GO THERE AGAIN THIS NEXT TWO WEEK HOLIDAY. nyah. my corn sucks. *sob again*

I'll do a Fenacle post later, bye for now cos I need to finish my corn.
BTW my corn was even sweet. It was like, semi-sweet and it was only juicy cos I left it in the pan too long. so fck you farmer bob.

Outtie.

Wedding At Coral Bay

2006-03-25T05:24:00.000-08:00

Went to Coral Bay for Amy and Tony's wedding - here are some pics!

Extremely Late and Very Summarized Update

2006-03-06T01:07:00.000-08:00

Uh...Yeah haven't updated in like FOREVER, but what can I say? Busy life.

Christmas:

Same old same old. Went to the Napiers for breakfast, got thrown in the pool, saw Kirby there, got some chocolates. Left feeling extrememly soaked and cold, but it was fun. Went home, changed - went to Aunty and Uncles house for a swim and Christmas lunch - got presents from the rellie's over in QLD. Uh. Ate.Swam.Went home. According to dad I 'abandoned' my family and went over Natasha's house. huh, don't remember though.

New Years:

Craig and Sarah came over and we filmed a movie, buried a box of memories, ran around outside for a good long time, had chocolate fondu and ....well I don't remember. I remember having Malibu and coke though. Yum.

2005-12-10T20:07:00.000-08:00

The RAR competition was pretty wikid. Mum n Dad came 18th out 22 teams in the Australasian comp and 15th out of 22 in the World comp. Mum was the medic and Dad was team leader. Totally proud, cos they were up against paid professionals when they’re only volunteers. They hadn’t even trained with the team before. It was fun to watch but a little painful…watching a brand new 2005 Holden Monaro getting beaten, smashed, bent, broken, rolled and crushed into bits. It was interesting to see just how a road accident rescue happens, what people do and what’s involved in getting people out. Not likely I’ll do it one day, but I’ve promised myself I’ll be part of the team – traffic control and equipment management etc. I get to join in two years when I’m 17. Ugh, way too long to wait. It should be 16. I can’t wait to do a 4wd course. Once I can do that – I can go anywhere ;)

What else happened… well for the sake of my memory bank we stayed in a Hotel (Novatel Hamilton) and it was walking distance from a really cool 24 hour café, mini market, souvenir shops and a mall. It rained everyday we were there so I loved leaving the hotel and just walking around with either Libby or Mum n Dad. Libby was great. She wasn’t in the teams either, just there to support her husband Brendon. Three times out of the eight days of competition we stayed back in Hamilton city and just shopped or walked around. She even took me to lunch at Breakers (Second best restaurant for atmosphere). Everyone there was so nice and some guy at a music store helped for a whole ten minutes find some cd’s I wanted and even told me everything about them. Nirvana and Jimmy Eat World. I bought a total of five cd’s while I was there. He talked me into them I swear.

After the competition we only had three or four days to do some exciting stuff. We fit it all in pretty well though. First thing we did was go back to Rotorua and go on the Huka Jet, second fastest jet boat in NZ I think. I got soaked. It was way cool. We spent the rest of that day driving to a nice little beach town and just enjoying scenery, which I thought dumb. What’s the point of spending actual time on scenery, its everywhere! We eventually went on a quad biking safari (which was so totally mad!) and I covered in mud. The guy told us not to go up sixth gear - but that was only one I was in for the whole damn thing! Wooohoo! But the biggest highlight was the snow. My first time in god damn snow! I learnt how to ski (damn was I good at it!) and went skiing down the slopes called the 'rock garden'. It was so mad.

Well till I update more,
-Outtie

Yeouch

2005-08-21T02:56:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHAHA...hee hee...hmm..huh...haha...hehehehe...

Ahem. Anyway.

What have I done... donity done done... uhm. Well I got into the lightning carnival Netball team (W00T!) But wasnt cool with the team 'dynamics' so I switched to Volleyball so now I'm all down with it, despite nearly dislocating my shoulder last week, ending up in hospital, pulled - stretched - twisted by a physio and told to start doing weights and going to a gym... its all dandy. No. Um. It hurt. A lot.
Sarah got her FFX-2 Lenne outfit today, she looks wicked cool init. Hopefully she'll let me post a piccy of her here.
Laaast night I stayed over Nats house with Aimee and we walked around town a little at night and I was like nearly ripped apart by two dogs, no seriously, so what if Jack (Nats dog) was on a chain and the other dog was on the other side of a fence - it scared the shit outta me. So I ran off screaming down the road threatening to chop Jack with an axe. Hmph. Then we watched Tarzan, made face masks, soaks and stuff outta this booky thing and slept like frogs.
Aimee woke us up early(biatch) and we stayed up making pancakes till Sarah came in her costume and we played the ps2 till I left.
*yawn* See? I'm still tired.
Now I've just done ALL the dishes and I'ma gonna leave a note to Jezza NOT to leave dishes around and rubbish and chicken treat/maccas packages around etc. Will it work? Nah. No way. Im insane.

No, no,no,no....ahem....I'm Jane..

-Outtie

OMG I hate you right now!

2005-07-21T01:06:00.000-07:00

AAARRRGGGHHH! I'm so totally pissed off! THREE DAYS IN A ROW! I havent had any time to myself at all, waaaa! Monday I worked and then I went to training, Tuesday I went to the shops then went to Netball and Wednesday I worked and then cooked dinner when I got home! It's made me soo mad these past days, and I've been in such a bad mood! Today I thought it would be different but NO something had to go and spoil it! ARRRGH! Lately if something pisses me off I just can't get over it, for the whole day. I'm just stuck in this circle of ...bad moodness... and I hate it so much that it makes even madder! I think I'm going crazy.. It takes a real miracle - something so bloody good - to happen before I'm back in a good mood.

Or 24 hours.

So tomorrow its GOOD MOOD DAY! I'm going to...bring yummy stuff for lunch, lots of money, look forward to this weekend and get over it! YAY!

OH! AND I CAN FINALLY POST PICS HERE OMG! THEY HAVE HEARD MY CRIES!

That's what I feel like doing to someone right now....

-Outtie

Im a litte shovel .. la la la..

2005-07-15T03:27:00.000-07:00

Okaaay what have I done done donity done.......
Weeell I went out for chinese tonight and Dad reckons I shovel when I eat. I.SO.DO.NOT. Meanie. Ummm... I watched WAR OF THE WORLDS. W00t! Really good! (And I hadn't seen the trailer for it so I didnt know what I was getttin ma self into eeeek!) But no it was great, so good I found myself scared! Ah! Me scared during a movie like that? Uh uh! Unheard of mate. But they had like a big sucky straw that picked people up and drank their blood while they screeeaamed in pain. Arrrgghhh painful to watch! And that guy...Robbie? ... he was kinda cute and then like theres this bit where you think he's dead and I was like NUUUU! ROBBIE! U STUPID ASS KID!

Went to Perth last weekend so Daniel could go to Tafe and OMG it was sooo boring. We did like NOTHING. I went for ONE DAY to go shopping and that WAS IT! Ugghhh.... I practically spent three days in a car. Uh huh! One day and half to drive there and One day and a half to drive back! 1.5 + 1.5 = 3. YAHUH! grr.... Got sum noice winter clothes there tho.... AND I saw Fantastic 4! That was awesome too! Jessica Alba rocks man... didnt know any of the other actors by name..but they were cool too..I guess...*cough* AND had a sleepover with Sarah and Tash and we saw CLOSER! Yay! Cool movie, into the top ten! W00t! UUUmmm... uh... OH! Had a sleepover just days ago with Tash and Aimee and we watched Team America again "MATT DAMON!" haha...

I work at a bakery!! Na na na na naaaa!

Bakery's closed on Sundays. HAHAHAHAAHAHAHA! YEAAAA BOI!

Listening to LP Live version of um... With You ...and it sounds cool!. They're all like, " Hey u ppl in the mosh pit! You listen here, someone falls on the ground u pick em up! Ya here? No lets ROOOCCKK!" LOL. Man I'd murder to go to one of their concerts. *Sigh*

Anything else? Oh rite, a picture.
http://i6.photobucket.com/albums/y250/mwnde/Random/yoda_pirate.jpg

Haahah...Heee hee... Hu hu...hmmm...hee hee

And another cos i'm such a sweetie!
http://www.mypkhome.com/cfunny/cat-fn-50.jpg

Whoooaaaaa... I think I might photoshop a bullet into that one and make it all "Matrix style!" ... I dont think that kitty has a backbone eh...

OKAY! Now.... I'm......................

-Outtie

The Napped Dilema

2005-06-09T17:57:00.000-07:00

A few weeks ago, in place not very far away from here...

THE NAPPED DILEMA!

Jokes. Few weeks ago me Nat and Craig did some filming on a Sunday (when it was raining) and we made the movie: The Napped Dilema. It's about me getting kidnapped and Nat looking for me. "I WANT BOOTS!" It was fun. Next month we're filming the sequel. It's gonna be about the napper' coming back and killing off all my friends while we're out camping. It's gonna be so much fun. Brooke's dad is gonna take us out to Greg's George for it and we gonna spend all night filming. Bring on the marsh mellows!

Here's a link to some pics of The Napped Dilema: Coming soon to a theatre near you...

(http://pub27.bravenet.com/photocenter/album.php?usernum=2248303225&album=29462) << --- let me know if the link is broken kay

What should I write about? Will someone else dye their hair black? Will Mrs Smith start breakdancing in English? Will Mr Harland be diagnosed with stare-at-ceiling-syndrome? Will Jackson learn to speak properly? Will I type something else that will prolly never happen?
Questions questions... and they'll all be answered in my next post! All the more reason to read my next one. HAH!

Yes Craig, cry me a river.

-Outtie

Revenge of the Will Smith

2005-06-02T14:33:00.000-07:00

LOL, Will Smith. Couldnt resist!!

http://www.worth1000.com/emailthis.asp?entry=197095

Hahaha...

Anyway. Lost another game of Netball *Cries* But atleast now we're in full uniform. I went to a sort of 'netball boot camp' with our club yesterday and it was so cool! Who knew you could defend from...behind? Eh?

Last couple of weeks the world of movie seeing has been slow, saw Star Wars III (OMFG it's like everywhere!) and Hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy. Star Wars was awesome and really funny cos me and Sarah had a ball makin fun of it. (Noooo!) Spesh since we'd been talking about having KFC while down in perth..."OMG! it's KFA!....Kripsy Fried Anakin :P" Hitchhikers was...really really funny and just so completely and totally bizzare that I loved it! (Naty-Bum and I couldn't stop laughing everytime we saw Marvin. Haha...) It made no sense to me at all either and it was still awesome! Spesh the dolphins. Mwah. Two DVD's I'll be buying soon enough.

OMG you retarded teachers PU-LEAZE gimmi some time to finish your gawdawful assingments first before you dump ANOTHER one on me! Come oooon! Cry me a river. Yer, I know.

Lose some weight man.

Really.

-Outtie

Cut the F****ing swearing already!!

2005-05-19T20:19:00.000-07:00

Hahahah! I lost my first netball game on Tues, but it was okay. The team we played was *really* sour. Noice little pack of nasty pasties they were. Here's a little re-enactment...

*Looses the ball to our team* "Aw F****in' hell!"

*Misses a goal* "F*ck! That's pissin' me off!"

*Steps* "Shit!" or "F*ck that"

Nat provided a nice imitation too, on court: "F*ck, Shit shit, F*cken' Shit!" Yeah so it was a funny game but really frustrating. OMFG I can't believe how retarded some ppl can be, "I like drank one mouthful of alcohol and I'm totally pissed!" HAH! I've never laughed so much in my life. (Well no I laughed more when my brother electrocuted himself, but yeah) Now I said I was gonna do this before Craig so now that I've remembered here it is:
Shit that I can get you back for Craig:
You thought I took your $2 at the cinemas and you didn't believe me, it turned up under a phone
You upset me in science - bitch
You caused hysteria in science and made me laugh too much
You scabbed up money secretely and didn't let me in on it - sooo not cool
When we had a meeting at work, we were meant to meet up at 7 for breakfast - you didn't turn up and were late for the meeting!

I can think of so much more so when I do I'll edit more in. HAH! My plan for the week. Did my SAE presentation today - totally didn't work out. I'll be glad if I get like a lvl 4 atleast. Totally poor. So not cool. Hated it. AIMEE ATE ALL THE CHOCOLATE FROGS. lol greedy goose. Just kiddin'. Tonight I went out on the boat - SO boring. Tomorrow - Going to the shops with Sarah and whoever else wants to come then going to the movies that night. Umm... moving bedrooms next month and I'm getting my own air-con and computer (Appparently! What have I done right this month for them to be giving me all this? They're up to something...)

Egor, my rabbit died, so sad. We buried him last night. *Sniff* He was so cute. Bye Egor, forever the coolest rabbit in the world.

Homage to him:

http://www.schlitt.info/applications/blog/uploads/rabbit1.jpg

Okay well bye everyone, goodnight and HI NAT!

-Outtie

I Hate it When You Breath...

2005-05-14T12:53:00.000-07:00

It reminds me you're still alive. Meheh...
Last night at work was fun, really. It started out boring, turned really fun when we all ate happy meals and declared that one day we would buy an infinite amount of happy meals so that we would live happy, die happy and go to a happy afterlife - apparently. Ask Brent. It turned sour for a little bit but we got over it and made it out early. Plus Lon let me eat a patty, (0r is paddy?) Yummm... OMG I feel like chicken now...AH! Jokes..

You know what sucks about this site dont you? I can't post images on it as randomly as I want, sooo I have to find an image that's already on the web. And since my blog is looking soo boring at the mo, I figured "Hey I'll find some neat pics to put on this here post" If the pics don't work, dont fret! I just suck at URL's...

http://people.ambrosiasw.com/~andrew/funny/miserable_cat.jpg

Damnit these bloody pic uploads, grr. Just use the link cos I'm feeling lazy. And my mental state is pretty much the same as how that little kitty looks...

Reprise!

2005-05-07T18:55:00.000-07:00

Okay I'll rethink a few things - firstly uhm... my new boss is okay. He's pretty understanding and funny, mainly cos he thinks I'm reliable and he has hardly no staff so he needs to hold on to what he has. But still, he's not so much of the asshole that I first made him out to be. Secondly : Had Kaisey's going away party last night, really fun. My tongue hurts though, too much junk crap. *Sniff* One thing is certain, THE PACIFIER SUCKS! IT SUCKS ZOE'S MOP THAT SHE USED TO CLEAN MAH FLOOR THIS MORNING! IT SUCKS IT SO BAD THAT IT SUCKS LIKE IT NEVA SUCKED BE4!

Uh...I too tired to write more so, yeah...

Outtie

Attack of the LAME

2005-04-23T07:16:00.000-07:00

OMG one movie that I really wanted to see when I saw the trailer (I have this thing with trailers at the moment. I mean come on, how many times does the trailer turn out to be better than the actual movie? Heaps!) was the movie The Pacifier. It looked so cool! But, OMFG LAME! I think it peaked its lameness when the FRICKIN' ASIAN NINJAS ATTACKED THE HOUSE! Whoa! I've never seen Vin Diesel look so damn stupid! I think most of the other actors were pulled out of TV Commercials. "Laaand!"

Oh and also Constantine (sp?) it was ok...but so damn messed up! One minute I thought I knew what was goin on and then suddenly some guy rips two chunks of tar from his chest! That's just not cricket! But hey, it was a good movie to watch. Uh, I also saw um, Robots - which I enjoyed actually cos me n nat couldnt stop laughing throughout the whole thing for other reasons - and I worked aaalll through the holidays. Pretty soon I could be heard walkin around town singing ABBA "...money money money..."

I'm quitting CT and maybe becoming a checkout chick at Kmart or something. Soo lame but I need money to NZ. Yeah, I'm goin ta NZ baby! *Cough* Yeah anyway, I'll see what happens tomorrow at the staff meeting cos we under new management at the mo and he's already called me a "Stupid f****ing lazy bitch" Well butter my ass and call me bread! Meanie! But then, hey, who said I wasnt? Man I've been seriously sick these last couple of days. I sort of fainted then was aching for three days after. Almost made me wanna throw up. On friday night at work I couldnt breathe at some points cos the pain was so bad. Panadol is keeping it under wraps for the mo.

Well I'm outtie for now, so just member:

"ITS NOT STUPID! YOUR STUPID!"

So what's happened?

2005-03-18T09:18:00.000-08:00

Okay, things that have happened since I last updated...well I'm single, I've lost a few friends (Although personally THEY have lost a friend because I absolutely HATE them now) my teeth hurt and my birthday is coming up! In about 14 days! Woot! And I've already done the invites, lol. I'm having a dinner with about twenty people then an after party. Hey, it's a big issue! I haven't been doing any writing lately, just school work. And work, as in the chicken place, is really pissing me off. So I don't do close anymore. Mwaha...

*Takes a swig of coke*

Anyway...I went to the pool last weekend, it was alright, then Zoe n Aimee came back here and we had a sleepover. Stole some midori from my parents fridge and tried some Beam but it was gross without ice. Yeuch. Only managed to get mildly tipsy. Darn...my birthday should fix that up. Hehe...Oh! I saw BeCool on Thursday night, it was really boring but there were a few funny bits in it.

I'm working today, darn. Hello Carlos!
-Outtie!

Intelligence? I are not hear of these word...

2005-02-15T07:14:00.000-08:00

Your Dominant Intelligence is Bodily-Kinesthetic Intelligence

You are naturally athletic and coordinated, good at making your mind and body work together.
Sports are fun and easy for you, especially those requiring good hand - eye coordination.
There's also a good chance you're a great dancer, or good at expressing yourself through body language.
You learn best by doing, and you feel like you've always got to be moving (even if it's just your hands).

You would make a good athlete, physical education teaches, dancer, actor, firefighter, or artisan.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

Work and School - Err?

2005-02-15T06:58:00.000-08:00

Nah really, school has been okay so far. It's all cool. I feel as if I have found some sort of a place with everyone. When I first came back I was totally lost, but I think maybe we all were. We no longer have the demountable to sit at anymore, so things are a little weird but I'm used to it now. No more bitch fits about cleaning up our mess cos our area is too big for it to just be blamed on us, ;).

Work is fun as hell man. People who I like working with - Brent, Craig, Stephen, Tania...That's who I worked with tonight, minus Brent. It was so fuckin fun aye! We just fully messed around all friggin night! haha! I hit my head in the fridge n had a headache for a few hours tho..aww...but stephen bought me some panadol so it was all good. Yay! Got clean up done okay (Really shit as job, but we always do that! I like working there but I don't give shit about it though! HAHAHA!) I'm happy at this stage, school pressures haven't kicked in and I found out I'm going to NZ in october! I started up a savings account too, so I can finally start SaViNg uuHhUhu! Oh and I have a boyfriend, LOL. He got me a teddy, some chocolates and a rose for Valentines day. Awww.. (Feels loved) lol...

Outtie.

We need an education because..?

2005-02-03T04:11:00.000-08:00

Started school about three or four days ago. Nothing much has changed except there's no Brad, no Mel or Katie, Jess Higgins (Writing her last name so I don't forget who she is, lol) The old groups I had created in my classes - whether it be my maths n science buddies or me aimee and nat in the extension classes - have completely changed. Most of it anyway. I know less people in them. It's so awkward. Mind you I'm deciding on some new changes this year as I plan to try as hard as I can to do as much as I can, whether it be homework or in class. But I'll never loose sight of my mission statement : Friends come first, school can be repeated, friendships sometimes can't.

Why do I feel like I'm being avoided??

I guess once you get a taste of the spotlight so many times, it doesnt feel right when you suddenly get shoved out and stuffed in a dark corner where people occasionaly look at you by accident and you make new friends with the dust balls that collect on your hair. Okay, so maybe I'm being a little too dramatic.

Last year I was like, the funniest one, the friendliest one, the one whom was always so nice to everyone yet so totally crazy! No one looked me down and I was respected. I could walk up to anyone in our group and start a conversation about anything! Boredom was just not a thing that happened. I tried my hardest to make people happy, even if I was upset. This year everyone is just too different. Little groups have formed and people hate eachother. I don't know what sides to take, so I'm taking none. (Yet in a few months to come that could be my downfall most likely) I just want people to laugh at my jokes again, think something is only funny if I say it or I'm fun to be around. Do I sound stuck-up and selfish yet? Sorry.

We all have our own little special qualities and we each have things we do, say and act like that make us so special. Jacqui makes me laugh with everything she does and she's so rebellious with all the teachers, Chrissy is the sweetest girl and if she wants to say something - to damn with the consequences! - she'll say it! Nikki makes me smile, she's just always happy and always in control, I love the way she makes me feel happy to have her as a friend (Cos in first term I was trying hard to make her my friend cos she was so cool, lol!) Candice and Naomi - my god - where do I start! I can be myself around them all the time, they are just so awesome and they aallwaaayss make me laugh (and I make them laugh which is a bonus!) They have these funny one liners that they say and it just makes my sides split man! Craig is one of my best friends, always will be, I can tell him anything. (Like Xander and Buffy...lol...sorry, I love that show) Aimee, she is such an awesome mate. I connect with her on so many levels - we both like Buffy, we both love writing and we know how to make a boring lesson fun (Even Sae...) She's leaving this year, I don't know what I'm going to do without her. I know I'll be devestated, so I just try not to think about it. See? Now I'm crying...

So, what's my point here?

I love my friends. I love them so much that if they left me, I wouldnt make it through highschool - damn, through life even! - they've shaped everything I am and everything I'm going to be. I might not always cry when people leave but I just want to make everyone else feel like it's all going to work out. Trust me, I bawl my eyes out at home.

I love you all, please don't leave me.

Mighty Troy

2005-01-12T22:38:00.000-08:00

The one mentioned in the photo in the previous post, is Troy, a mate of mine since 'back in the day'. And yes, he has a cape, wacky eyes, big muscles, black wings and a massive sword.

He's also been known to stand on large rocks with his sword held to the sky...

Not much else to say...oh yeah...I get paid tomorrow! Finally! Welcome back to the world of money!

2005-01-12T21:20:00.000-08:00

Oh no! Mighty Troy has transmogrified into his ConFuSiOn FoRm! Nuuuuuu!
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2005-01-12T06:31:00.000-08:00

Is it a plane? Is it a bird? No! It's the Mighty Troy!
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Year of the 'Get off your ass!" 2005

2005-01-03T17:57:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year...four days ago. It's not my fault really, I'm not the type of person who spends news year day on the computer. 0.o So the lateness in updating its expected. I had Zoe and Sarah turn up and then Craig came around later. It was great, we watched every horror movie my brother has, drunk three bottles of coke and enough crap to make us sick for a week. Most the time we just ran downt the street (Almost to Dodd Park) Or sat out the front talking and lighting sparkles. Such a shame there wasn't a passed out dog on the road...(Long story) Anyway, I had a great night and now I'm just trying to settle into a new routine this year, one that will include homework, work, sport and computer time. It's not looking good so far...

Good luck to me.

Tis The Season To Be Jolly...

2004-12-30T18:35:00.000-08:00

Christmas was...what, a few days ago or something? *Searches for a calendar* Ok Five days ago. I got lots of clothes, beach bag, ankelet, deodearants and very spunky watch. Oh chocolates too cos people love me.

But I stay firm on not liking the christmas season. I.Am.Always.Miserable.

This year: Giant bug bite on my leg causing me to be in hospital for a week therefore I couldnt swim. Everyone we visited had a pool. I got left out. So not cool. Totally. I felt sick for the whole day as well due to the tablets I was on and I couldn't move my right arm because the vein had become swollen from overuse on a drip. So you can imagine I had a lovely day...

But! I enjoy the holiday, seeing all my friends *sorta* if they're arent on holidays, sleeping in, staying up late and doing anything I want. Awesome. Today is new years eve and Zoe and Sarah and other ppls are coming over to celevbrate with me. Vodka anyone?

Question: WTF can't I get on SC?? *Angry*

Reality Check "December Edition"

2004-12-22T02:14:00.000-08:00

Ok, no November edition I know...but I suck at deadlines!

December 2004 issue

R e a l i t y C h e c k

What’s so funny anyway?

“Jokes are a fact of life. They are everywhere. Some are good, some are bad, most are funny. But when you direct a joke at someone else…are you really just ‘poking fun’? And can you handle the heat?”

What would life be like without humor? Try to imagine a place where no one laughs at each others jokes. Horrible. And what’s a good joke without a little bit of an offensive edge to it? Lame. More than often we direct our humor at other people. Whether it be offensive or just plain funny, even a sarcastic remark. You laugh. They laugh. Everyone’s happy.

Some people though, take it too literally.

Three girls. Jane, Roxy and Sarah. Roxy was sitting next to Jane. Sarah walks up to Jane, a grin on her face, and suddenly sprays Jane in the face with water from her mouth. While Jane is clearly upset, Roxy tells Sarah to apologize. Sarah says, “No it’s not my fault she can’t take a joke” And walks off. Days go by and Jane decides to play a joke on Sarah, so she imitates the same joke and sprays Sarah with water! Of course Sarah doesn’t like this and goes crazy, yelling and ranting on about how rude Jane is and how it’s ‘so not funny’. So if Sarah didn’t think it was funny when Jane did it to her, then why was it funny when Sarah did it to Jane?

“Bloody stupid, really” Says Brad Jones. “They just don’t get it” Brad tells us of a time where an incident occurred.

“Just some chicks. One of them poured juice on someone, and oh boy it smelt bad! But it was all fun and games until one of them lost an eye…no just joking. Someone poured juice on another one of the chicks and let’s just say that they went nuts! She took it pretty bad”

“I think they’re extremely hypocritical” Commented Daniel Swetman, “Very insecure and to be honest, not as intelligent as the ones around them”

It happens all the time. No one can say it’s not a problem. It’s natural for us to tease each other, about height, hair or just something they did. It even occurs when someone calls you a ‘bitch’ in humor. We all laugh. No one gets hurt because behind it all, there is no malice and no intentions to cause hurt. So why do we just constantly piss each other off all the time? Where is that fine line?

To tell the truth, there is no line.

It all depends on who you are talking to and as a friend you should know the limits.

Imagine someone took your cd out of the cd player and put theirs in. Yeah, you’re ok with it. We all get ours turns. But when you do the same thing, they go off their head! Saying how dare you take off their ‘favorite song’ like that. Ever had it happen? Most of us have. Ever heard the saying, ‘Treat someone how you want to be treated’. That applies to this. You wouldn’t want someone taking off your cd so don’t do it to them! Easier said then done right? Old habits die hard.

Amelia used to scare everyone everyday. She’d sneak up to them and shout their name while grabbing their waist. It got some pretty good scares. After a while people got sick of it though and complained so she stopped. Yet they decided to have a subtle retaliation. Someone grabbed her waist, yelled her name and completely freaked her out. Of course Amelia went off her head yelling and saying how mean it is to just walk up and do that. Oh yeah, smiles all round.

So here’s the rule, the golden rule:

If you say something or do something hurtful to someone else, even if it’s out of good fun, expect to be bitten back and of you cant handle it - don’t do anything in the first place.

You don’t have the right.